this nepal air is making my toes cold, all i would have to do is walk to the other room to get my socks but i havent done that, i keep thinking just a few more minutes and ill be done here. i am on a break here, just taking some time out of ktown and have been blessed to spend my time with the wmf community here. they received me from the airport and have hosted me all week, introducing me to their children's home and home for older women who are widows. the national staff has been very loving. each of them has fed me a wonderful meal and so invited me into their homes just to share life with each other. a few of the staff speak english very well so there hasnt been strain in communicating the north american staff has been awesome as well- included me in all their activities in the week, opened their home to me, and lives as we share from our hearts what God has been doing in our lives to bring us where we are now

i head back to kolkata on sunday to start up a new week the next day. catch up with the ladies at sb after their week long holday thanks to the durga puja festival - maybe the time off will have improved/refreshed my bangla speaking skills though i havent taken time to study in these days as a truly good student would. what to do.

a short post only to say there is much to think about, much that goes unresolved even with my disapproval it doesnt seem to matter -- apparently it is not the time for resolve. it is only time to live so that is what i will continue to do. live.